Saturday, November 8, 2008

Women's Circle

Hi Mom,

It's Jennifer, again. I went to a women's circle last night. This was the first time I've ever been to a women's circle. We all got to speak about ourselves and I talked about how sad I am that you're not here.

I'm sad that we didn't really know each other and couldn't be friends. I wanted to talk to you Mom, but I don't think you really understood me. Maybe you thought I was a weak person, not fierce like you. I think it takes a strong person to be vulnerable in front of other people, and I can do that, Mom. I cried in front of a group of women I didn't know, and we all held hands and supported each other. I don't think you could have done that, Mom. I'm stronger than you think.

I wish you were at the women's circle with me, Mom. I guess you were there, in spirit. The leader said your name when we joined hands, to honor you. I hope you were listening. Just know that I want to be your friend.

Love,

Jennifer

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